Today is my first day school of my senior year and the day that i started to change being myself when I was in my old school...i don’t know why,today i feel different than i was in last year before...I don’t know why I feel so happy today...i spent my time talking to all girls in my class and trying to be more closer to them...i started to realise why I’m supposed to hate that school...everything just okay there axcept the students...I admit some of the students there are so annoying and rude to whoever they want eventhough to their own  teachers, but it must be something that makes them change like that bad..no one would do wrong things without bad secrets and identity they got...who knows,maybe family problems makes them change....there is no use to criticize them without finding out why they were like that....so I think no matter how rude they were, i will try to respect them for who they are...

and one of reason why i feel so great today because of my ex-classmate from my old school Raja Shazlin moving back to this school..I feel so great to have her back with me..eventhough we didn’t too close when we was in my old school,but i feel lucky to have someone who knew me well staying here with me in class..owh by the way,Raja Shazlin is my classmate when I was 13 until 15 and my classmate too when I was 7, but we are not too close...because of we got different personalities between us...Im too noisy and annoying but she is such a quiet person...I was too shock she was here..i didn’t think at all she will woving back here..I saw her at first today,she was standing silently in croud just watching ppl around her..I thought i was just dreaming.and when i saw her i was like’omagashh omagashh!!!!’ and hold her hand and laugh...

So today,in the morning,I went to my first pengawas sekolah meeting...woo...our leader looks too temper and didn’t smile at all...i learn one thing today,when we be a pengawas,everyone would hate us in school no matter how nice is we treat them...so do I before...haha..I really hate pengawas sekolah,so much! but suddenly, ive been choosed to be a pengawas..okay bala lah tu..harhar...by the way,since school holiday,my back always hurt..I cant standing for a long time and I cant even sit without landing my back...maybe because I didn’t drink milk or honey...seriously,milk taste gross,bitter and smelly..i don’t drink milk since I was 7 and i eat honey just in when i was 15 because of my mom forced me to eat it because I got a big exams in that year...and for your information,my back is hurt now..I feel like i want to smash woods on my back...i don’t even want to tell my mom cause I know I have to go for a massage...hell no,I’ve to take my shirt off if i go there..erhhh how many times ive to laying myself in bed...?:”(

Anyway,I didn’t eat yet since morning...i just eat three pieces of chocolate cookies and a cold drink..okay,wtf i’m telling this..this doesn’t even counted as diet la bangang...actually, i’m frustrated with my weight...its gaining over and over as fuck..moreover,i got a freakin matured face and a fat body..dont mind la if people call me 33years old women right..?k sucks...and now i deciding to not eat before tomorrow eventhough i’m craving to eat instant noodles right now...OHHMAII...perut buchuk yang hodoh,padan muke ang..harharhar *evil laugh k nak pergi masak maggi..