Just like everybody knows 2012 already replacing 2011...i bet everyone would realise times passing too fast..i set 2011 was the sucks year I ever had in my entire life...first,I’ve moving school..second,it wasn’t easy to meet my ex-classmates and spending time with my friends again....third,I didn’t make friends at all in my new school...fourth,my big enemy was here in my new school staying at the same class with me and moreover he sit near me...he was really distracting me cause everytime he likes to starring at me until I realise him..funny how we didn’t talk at all in that year because of his old rudeness at me makes me hard to gave him my forgiveness..but I did now..I’ve forgive him even though he didn’t know...there is no point finding enemies right?it is such wasting time...and last,fiftyly, there is no one singing for me on my 16 birthday anymore..i never get a real birthday party just like all of girls in this world got...just like usual , my birthday-day always going sucks and I will end it up with cryin LOL...
Last year wasn’t my year at all...I blow tears easily...giving up easily....losing my mood easily and everyone can spoiling my mood easily....all i know is i wasn’t being myself at all...the weakness side of me replacing my braveness just like that...Honestly,I don’t like to talk about last year....maybe I was just frustrated cause I was too shock with my new school..living with a new school way that I didn’t know at all to make myself used on it...I don’t even realise everything and all people I always proud of having them gone just like that....I don’t talk too much with my ex-classmates in facebook anymore...i don’t even contacting them..call me mean or any bad words you guys want...I’m so sorry, I did that with my own reason...I felt so aweful in that year and I took myself away from everyone i love..I was just sad and over frustrated at the same time....If this sorry doesn’t deserve to get any of forgiven from you guys,I’m okay..always.......because I know we all used to did sin and used to forgiving....I love you guys so much!!! 3 AMANAH 2010!!! Teruskan jihad Islamiyyah dun eva be like me......keep fighting for your dreams..i belive you all are so talented and gifted....No matter how big is pain storming your heart,no matter how silent is me in your life,don’t ever think easily i’ve forget all of this 3 years bittersweet memories we made....
To all of 12 generations Ibnu Khaldun Islamic Secondary School , keep your jihad...this year are the big important year to us....Don’t forget to insert me in your doa,unless we still connecting through allah....thanks for supporting me and showing me the right way to begin in life before....without you guys I cant even see a light on my heart and maybe without you guys,I will be lost in the dark side of this world....my thanks doesn’t worth with all of your kindness....thanks sebab sudi nasihatkan aku yang selalu lalai n hampir jauh dengan allah ni.....no matter how bad was me, you guys always keep supporting me in life..thanks again my bbygurls...meet ya all in MAHRAJAN THAQAFI sekolah eh?eh silap,ex-sekolah aku..haha...nanti suap Etie burger lagi eh biar students putra jealouse...k cheawww tomorrow is my first day school gotta sleep now...:)