Since this two days , I always trying to be live in my own fairytale and forget this mean world,living in my own imagination,my own fairytale story cause there is no pain there..I almost giving up for being hurt by everyone,I’m so tired pretending everyday,I feel so lonely telling my pain to myself every night.. I always wondering what ppl think about me..
In my own world, I live in a big garden that full of beautiful flowers that I used to see in a great painting...a beautiful flowers garden I never found in the real world...I’m a princess..the only pretty girl here..there is no damn human here...just me with my pretty long white dress.every morning ,colourful painting birds will wake me up and make me dancing all over my room..I’m not alone here...there is so many half human- animals here that will company me whenever the sun up and down..they are so nice to me and the only friends that really understand my feelings and who I was..they treat me like what princess should be.. everyday I will dance and play at my flowers hill until I drop and fell asleep under a big tree...when I wake up,I will see a happy clouds flying up from my head and singing a pieceful songs..I will watch them playing in their high blue skies and one of them will take me for a ride..I will lay myself in it fluffy body and write love songs for my romeo and sing it in the stunning skies I touch...when moon comes out,I wont begging to myself to not crying again like I used to anymore cause the unicorns have promised to me to take me fly around the moonlight... I will never see the loneliness in my heart anymore,my face always putting a pretty smile I never had in my face..my heart so peaceful....there is no reason to cry anymore here..I almost cant see my fear to myself anymore...
BUT, In the real life..I’m just me...I’m just NOTHING.