School holiday will reach the end....How could two months feel like a week??Guess I'm the boring people in this world who wasting my holiday in this stupid way...staying home alone,doing silly things on my own....I afraid of next year cause everything will change extremely..I afraid If I have no strenght to face everything....moreover,I've been choosed to be a "Pengawas Sekolah" for next year..I know it sounds stupid..but yeah,my teacher forced me to be a "pengawas...I know it sounds stupid I've been choosen to be a pengawas" cause I used to came to school just to meet my friends , gossip-ing and sleeping in class...I used to do that in my old school cause I feel so happy with my friends..I don't even think that I would leave them one day just like today...I've told my friends that I've been choosen to be a "pengawas sekolah" they was so shock and laugh at me...HAHA..at first I don't want it at all but my friends supported me to take this as a opportunity and finally, I accept it.....
By the way,did you guys heard about a tv show called "Field Trip to USA" in 8tv??All of malaysian students they've sent there are so lucky!!!I've thinking about this too much....Seriously,I really want to go there so badly...This is my dream..I want to stay abroad when I still in highschool..I want to have an experience living with their way of life...at first , I thought this student exchange are just for 16 years old students cause every goverment school in here will give their 16 years old student a form about student exchange to two countries they've choose..my stupid school didn't give us that form..I don't know why they did that..they're so mean!!!and heck yeah, finally , I found out that after SPM I still can be able to sign up for this...I was like a moron when I watch this tv show cause I will turn up the tv volume loudly and watch it in silent....I said to myself that if I can't have an opportunity to sign up this after SPM , I will studying at abroad one day..I take this as my promise to myself....always remeber this word "Dreaming is Achieving" note to yourslelf....no dreams are impossible without working out for it until you get it...................cheuuwww '-'V
