It's the old version of Zach hair.yup that hair is so ugly but now he soooo damnnn cutee!!I'm just a little lazy to upload it...
Just wanna tell ya that I've a crush on Zach Porter and Cameron Quiseng back!lol.I've been too busy and always been too busy in my life..Okay..the heck I'm sayin....I'm now so in love with any guy with abs..abs abs abs abs..They're so cute and hot!! ♥.♥ I'm gonna put "Marry a hot guy with abs" on my life wishlist.LMAO XD .Yeah,I suddenly remember that it has been so long I didn't updating my blog...So yeah,today is 5June2012 and we in here are in the second week of school holiday..I have to quick typing cause I've promised my two brothers to cook them Garlic Bee hoon Soup..Yumm! Okay.Recently,I've a big big trouble about my appetite..I think this is so serious because suddenly in this school holiday I've a super big appetite..I eat every minute I want and I can't stop before I really full...It's HORRIBLE and GROSS...I had a "food drunk" everytime I finish eating..It's really gross everytime I try to remember how it does feel when I'm full.. ;P' How silly I am!Opss no,HOW SILLY MY TUMMY ARE!
Holden Nowell.My latest crush.Lol...:* HUG MEE BABY!!!
I've been thinking to get a try to have an eating disoder.Yah it sounds stupid but unless If I take that decision I will lost my weight everyday..not gaining everyday like how I am right now!bleh!! But then I think that eating disoder even horrible like having "food drunk".....So now,I'm lost in my own decision..haha..
So here the saddest part I want to tell..recently,I felt like I'm abandon by everyone.I felt like nobody wants to stay in my life any longer,they seems like don't want to be any part of my life anymore.I feel like this everyday so that's why I'm scared to say any word to people again even looking at them...I'm now not brave enough to get a long with people.I just feel save having my own life that I called "my own world"..Sometimes I felt tired to be scared to think that every action I did will make who will hates me and who will stay with me..I'm tired to play this world silly game!I'm seriously tired.But I have to keep going because I'm in reality..I'm in the real life..That's how it goes...You hurt then you have to stand back,If you don't,Then you'll stay down....