I miss my girls so much but I feel like a jerk....i feel like Im the big problem in our relationship...this feels so bad.... Im so guilty!!I should ashame of myself.....and now there's one more weeks before goin' to that hell...I mean school......ergh thats why I hate movin' school...cause I wont get any friends and everybody seems like a jerk a.k.a weird people and no one could be like my BESTFRIENDS....moreover Im in skolah kmpong....yah u know there's too much bdk bajet hot euww xsdr low standard....what?? Im telling the truth they should realise that....cause they live with copying lifestyle yg bru dorg tau and act like they are so good....euww sometimes I feel like want to throw chair at their fucking face so they could realise they're faking themself....ergghh....I HATE SCHOOL , I HATE HOME , I HATE MY LIFE AND I HATE MYSELF!!!!! ok Im done.