I hate myself cause I cant be better like anyone else....Im trying to keep pretend about who I am so I could have a life like everyone else....I hate my attitude cause I always being in negative way.....I've just realised that my life is stupid and nothing and people always think that Im so annoying....I've learned for many years to hate myself and blame on any wrong things I had done is from myself...I hate everything about me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its just to ugly for me...for now, I just can keep facing this meaningless life and just let the tears blow when this life keep hurtin' me...this life is just like living alone without be loved ... :'(    -freakin'sad-